Courtnee's life

Woah been almost a year since I posted...

I'm 16 now and I'm going to be a junior. I quit band. See earlier in the beginning of this past school year, I was helping a friend get away from the cops since she was about to get arrested. Me and her look alot alike and we were both wearing hoodies. She took her hoodie off, I put the hood of mine on, and began to run. They went into neighborhoods and ran between houses and into people's backyards. I had some band shit to go to so I ran around the school to the band hall. The cops caught me and arrested me. I told them I wasn't Hannah (my friend who I ran for). of course, they're smart cops, so they didn't believe me. They took me to the office where the principles confirmed I wasn't Hannah. I didn't get in any trouble, but not even a week afer that happened, me, Christi, Brittany, and Shelby all got in trouble because I stole a cell phone and Brittany stole $60 from the locker room. Christi and Shelby didn't do shit but we all got busted and we all got arrested and went to AEP. During AEP I was pissed at my band director for not letting me march half the show so I wrote some bad shit about him on myspace and this bitch Danielle (band directors pet ) forwarded the bulletin to the band director. The band director told my parents and I got in trouble. Ever since I got back from AEP, after I sent out that message, band fuckers treated me different. Nobody talked to me. I hated going to band class so after a while, I started skipping 4th period (band class).

Anyways... I'm out of band THANK GOD!! My flute had a terrible leak in the F key and it pissed me off so much >_>

Anyways... I've had a pretty okay life since then. I've had panic attacks lately, but those are VERY SLOWLY going away. I hung out with my best friend (Christi) everyday this past week and the week before. Mainly because I like her cousin. Not last Tuesday, but the Tuesday before, I spent the night at her house. Her boyfriend spent the night, too. Me and her cousin (wade) were on the bed and her and her boyfriend were on the floor. I had fun that night That was the first time we made out it was okay and it was only for like 30 seconds. No tounge though which FUCKING SUCKED!!! I guess he doesn't like it with tounge... oh well. I had fun Me and him were 'flicking' each other and he kept bumping me into the wall so Christi and her BF moved to the bed and me and Wade moved to the floor. It is SO fucking hot in her room (no air conditioning) so we had no blanket. But he put his arm around me (which I fuckin' LOVED) Later he turned over (which I hated) but he moved closer to me (our backs were touching) It was like he was trying to move inside me (we were that close) but I liked it. He's so cute

Well that's pretty much it... I'm not going to go through all the shit that's happened since last August. Too much.