Courtnee's life

So yeah... I've been having panic attacks lately... it's not fun I fuckin' hate it. I had one today. But I learned some tricks to help stop them faster. But I wish they wouldn't COME AT ALL! They SUCK! I HATE them! I hate them SOOO much! I feel like I'm going to die when I get them.

If I had just ONE wish, I would wish I'd never get another panic attack again! This sucks really bad

It's usually only when I'm doing nothing but on the computer. I should probably go out and do things more but... nothing to do :/